I'm told that I'm a dummy pants.
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My life is full of transition. In the past I just floated by, played hard, looked for the positives in life and grasping onto them, being the best mom I can be, and walked through doors that were open to me. Recently I have become more focused and have been learning to listen to those little voices inside of me. The voices that tell me who I truly am, what is important to me in life, and where my wasted energy has been going so not to waste any more.
Since my failed marriage several years ago, I have worked very hard at not being "pindownable", not just in intimate relationships, but with my friends as well. I want to change that within myself, but it is so damn hard! I am so good at it! LOL...anyways, that is a snapshot of me.
Oh, a couple of more things...I LOVE to have fun, I make up words all the time, and I am a pyro but have found many legal and harmless avenues for it. :)
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Outdoors! Playing! dancing! Fire! Sun, snow...NOT rain. Camping. Laughing.
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Currently I have been reading a series on forensic mysteries...don't remember author's name and to lazy to go upstairs to look.
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Of COURSE, the birth and life of my children!!!
Aside from that, I know there will be a VERY awesome day that will fulfill any persons deepest desires and dreams....well, not "any persons", but my dream.
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I am sincere, I love to have fun, I am a good listener in an emotional crisis, I am First Aid and CPR certified (lol, this will come in handy if you hang around me! I am sometimes reckless)), I am a goofball and once you get to know me you will see a world that strays from the norm...in a GOOD way, not a psychotic way. :)
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Oh man, this list could be long. But here are a few examples:
Roadhouse Grill
Most mexican restaurants
Asian Grill (for lunch)
Ashland has great food spots!
Avalon has an awesome Chicken Caesar Salad...yummy
Abby's
OK, this could take all day...and honestly, I am craving pizza now and can't get my mind off of it.
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I am just now formulating what that dream might be.
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Born
Rebelled
Play
Embrace Nature
Hurt
Alone
Hurt
Rebelled
Embraced play
Hurt
Rebelled
Light bulb moment
Changed
Embraced motherhood
Hurt
Grew stronger
Continued to embrace motherhood
Suppressed
Hurt
Embraced Me
College
Independence
Happiness
Roller coaster
Survival
Stability
Play
Discovery
Play
Sidetrip
Transition
What's next?
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Camping. Want to travel more!!! LOTS more! Photography, acoustic guitar, water, intimacy, playfulness.
I LOVE to blog and will be transferring select blogs to Locals Guide.
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Stability....lol...can't believe I just wrote that. But it is one of those things that I didn't use to need, but have recently discovered that I do. Strange how life can surface little surprises.
I need to LAUGH!
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